Valentine's Day

I never updated about Valentine's Day did I?

Well, I spent my Valentine's Day weekend with some of the greatest people in my life. My best friend Joanna Guo, my 21XL FamBam & our 21XL Honorary Groupies [: It was dopeness really.

But the one person who made my Valentine's the greatest was C.L. If you know 'bout it dope, if you don't know, you can try, but I might not tell much. We don't really want people all up in our bizness.

Here's some photos from our mini-vacay:

My Best Friend (9+ Years) & I


The One Who Makes Me Nervous


KimiLove One Of Our Honorary Groupies & She Knows It!


Birthday Boys!


The Craziest Looking Bathroom Ever


Dopest Flix of Jayarr & Joanna, That They DON'T Remember


Girls x1


Girls x2


Girls x3


Group Flix


Girls x4


Bunny


Very Artistic Candid Pix That I Didn't Know Jan Took


There's Soooooo Many Pictures. Check Any Of Our Facebooks or Myspaces For Albums.

I gotta finish getting ready for scuela. Cheerios!

Bliss

What is bliss really and do we ever truly achieve it at any point in their life?

I told myself that as of recently, I'm at this point of complete contentment with the way my life is going. I'm still going to school & still partying, the way I like my life. I guess the only aspect of my life that's kind of a downer is my financial situation, but I'm still waiting for my financial aid to kick in before March.

I can't be depending on my mother's income to supplement my activities. I can't be depending on people who are not myself for finances.

I wish I could get a job and please believe, I have tried for the past 4 months and I've either gotten rejection letters or no calls back. The economy is in a rut and therefore so is their hiring rate.

But anyways, the reason why I'm so contented is maybe I've finally found someone to take seriously. Kinda messed up yesterday, but I'll see if he makes up for it within in the next two days. I can't really hold anything against him because he notified me of how he'd be since the get go. But I don't think he quite gets me just yet. And he called us friends, so maybe that's all it really is and I need to talk to him because if that's all it's gonna be then we're obviously not on the same page.

The reason I like him is because we talk, frequently and we talk about real shit. And if I ask him a question, he will answer it, not like your average shmoe that tries to give you a runaround answer. Like if I asked, "do you like me?" Then average dude thinks, OMFG she's obsessed already. I'm NOT obsessed, I'm blunt as fuck. Don't waste my time because I will waste yours too.

And I realized I have an insecurity. I get scared that every guy I like will act like we're nothing infront of our peers and act like I'm everything when we're alone. I hate being hidden. I think it's childish.

Random tangents. I wanted to blab.

Edit: He's good [: he made my day.

Update

I suppose I should update this thing.
I'm going to do it fairly quickly & briefly.

Note: Fri-Sun, I had an open pad.

Well first of all, last Thursday I went to Sevillas in Long Beach to check it out for the bossman and for ZET's fundraising club event 'cus we all know I love my ZETas. I got plastered to say the least, free entrance, free alcohol from bros/friends. I threw up & was incapacitated to drive home. I threw up in my car too and out my car, prettttty fun. I actually had a lot of fun, maybe too much.

And last Saturday, I went to a Korean club called "Le Cercle Super Club." I'm not sure if you guys are familiar with what "booking clubs" are, but I shall explain. Basically, groups of men come to these types of clubs to book ktv (kareoke) rooms, which cost $500+ or a table which is probably only a hundred dollars less and not secluded. The rooms & tables include some kind of alcohol. The room I was in was pretty big, probably could seat 12 people comfortably. We had two bottles of Grey Goose. Okay and what happens is, this "phenomenon," if you will, called "booking." Guys can walk around and ask for girls or waiters will spot girls (if they are outside of rooms or not on the dance floor) and drag them to whatever table or ktv room wants girls. So pretty much girls get passed around, don't get me wrong though, you're at liberty to leave a males' room if you think the guys are uninteresting, but you might get caught and dragged to another room. It pretty much functions to let guys meet different girls and for girls to get free alcohol out of each room. It was the weirdest experience I've ever had, but interesting nonetheless, I don't know if I'd say it was fun since I pretty much had to watch my back and the Korean selection of alcohol was whack and it was an ugly cockfest.

My best friend sleptover at my house 'til Sunday afternoon. Then Sunday, I went to a superbowl party. I pretty much drank a bunch of tequila, had entirely too many beers, ate too much food, then at around 11pm, I left and went bowling with 21XL at Lucky Strike Lanes.

Okay so maybe I didn't update briefly.

That's all I have to say, for now. Too tired to say more.